Time to catch up!

Well, tonight anyway! I promise I will post the most epic of blog posts tonight to fill everyone(me) in on the last 3 months. It has been one hell of a ride!

Wow, I have been LAZY!

So much has happened and it is far enough along that I promise to contribute more regularly now!

Firstly, my IF's are two of the most wonderful people I have ever met! They are both very considerate and gracious and respectful. I enjoy them tremendously! They have a beautiful relationship and I am so excited to be able to *hopefully* help them build their family.

Secondly, we are cycling!! YAY! Our doctor is amazing and is allowing us to try a natural transfer which is fabulous for me, as it means a lot less medication. So, I am really, really happy with that. The tentative transfer date is set for October 1. It is getting so close!

Tomorrow DH and I are headed to the lawyer to firm on the legal side of everything. Then to IKEA for lunch! YAY meatballs! :)

Fresh Start

Well, it's new IF's for me!! I am so very excited and nervous! I am hopeful that this journey will be better than my last, and actually end with a baby. But, I am scared as well. I am scared for getting too close and of being hurt again. I want to be able to give myself fully to this journey, but I don't know if I can after what happened with my last IP's and their horrendous shift in behaviour.

I will be speaking to the IF's this evening on the phone for the first time. I hope to post shortly after about the conversation and maybe, finally, write my story.

Quick Note

Things have been quite nasty here lately, culminating in the end of my relationship with my first set of IP's. I won't go into detail now(because it won't make any sense until I write the rest of the story), but suffice to say, they are not the people I thought they were and I am eternally grateful to Joanne for helping me out of the situation.

I am hopeful that I will be able to move on and finally fulfill my role as a surrogate and help someone complete their family.

Expect a a few entries in the next few days as I recount the last year, living as a surro in waiting.


Surromum

Starting Over

Well, here I am. Back in the land of the blogging. After much consideration, I deleted my former surrogacy journey's blog. It was too painful to look at, and how would I explain to my former IP's that I was going to use it when I moved on to another couple to help?

I will post my entire surrogacy journey thus far later. It will take quite some time to find the proper words to describe how I have gotten to where I am. I suggest checking back later, maybe with a cup of tea, a scone and a few hours. Oh, and tissues. You will definitely need those too!

Surromum