Fresh Start

Well, it's new IF's for me!! I am so very excited and nervous! I am hopeful that this journey will be better than my last, and actually end with a baby. But, I am scared as well. I am scared for getting too close and of being hurt again. I want to be able to give myself fully to this journey, but I don't know if I can after what happened with my last IP's and their horrendous shift in behaviour.

I will be speaking to the IF's this evening on the phone for the first time. I hope to post shortly after about the conversation and maybe, finally, write my story.

Quick Note

Things have been quite nasty here lately, culminating in the end of my relationship with my first set of IP's. I won't go into detail now(because it won't make any sense until I write the rest of the story), but suffice to say, they are not the people I thought they were and I am eternally grateful to Joanne for helping me out of the situation.

I am hopeful that I will be able to move on and finally fulfill my role as a surrogate and help someone complete their family.

Expect a a few entries in the next few days as I recount the last year, living as a surro in waiting.


Surromum